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Date: 2012-07-30 07:16 pm (UTC)I totally loved the whole idea and way you built up the story. They really are in major problems at the beggining, but Yassan seems to know what he is doing. It's a great idea that they write down their moments with their alter ego.
It's so sad at the beginning. Everything they loved about each other brought them suddenly a step away from each other. But both knew that they want to fight for it, no matter how. That's the most important thing, because otherwise it would have been senseless to start this "therapy".
“You know what?” Yellow huffed. “Your jealousy is making me feel sick.”
There is a point where everything went wrong....and jealousy is never a good idea....Somehow I can understand Ryo, because he is stuck in this relationship, he loves Uchi, but he doesn't know how to go on. And same with Uchi.
Like I said, things they loved about each other, maybe things which made they relationship working, was now what they hated about each other. Like the thing that Ryo suddenly didn't want to comfort Uchi anymore, while he was always "glad" when Uchi was sad, because he could care about him.
The body in his arms felt cold, but the arms holding on to his back were almost clinging to him. In a strange and unacceptable way it did make him feel a bit relieved that Pink was still able to cling to him.
I totally loved that part, even though it was really sad. It's almost the end for them, but they cling to each other, even though they are already cold....It's a small sparkle in them, which let them find the hope to repair the broken things.
Uchi has to be really helpless and when he wanted to cheat on Ryo.
“You wanted to cheat on Ryo because you wanted his attention? Because you felt neglected? Is that how it is?”
Uchi looked down at his fingers, nodding his head. “Yes.”
I don't think anyone can be mad with him, because he didn't do it to hurt Ryo, it was more the opposite, he wanted him back. But sadly he couldn't get back Ryo's heart with this action. Maybe it was an action without thinking about the result?! Maybe it was pure desperation...poor Uchi...
“At this point I’m not even sure if we ever truly loved each other. If he loved me.”
I think to listen to this is much harder than knowing that someone cheated on you. Maybe it's only my feeling, but I didn't want to hear that sentence in my life. If you give everything in a relationship, and you love someone from the bottom of your heart, and you hear something like this? I think my heart would break in thousand pieces.
I totally can understand Ryo here. But I have to admit, that I think that Uchi again didn't really think about what he said. He was enraged and desperate, but it's for sure hard for Ryo to hear this. Poor him....
I totally loved the twist they had in their therapy. Starting with the things which brought them apart, to the things they loved about each other. At first they had to talk about the problems and then they had to remember about the things they loved about each other to find a way back together. <3
He wanted Ryo. He was longing for him, for his touches. He wanted to have sex! If there would have been a possibility uchi would have done it, right?! *lol*
RyoUchi full with flour?! That's so cute. Finally they had fun with each other again, that's so sweet. Slowly the coldness turns into fire again. <3
And Ryo was the one who never left Uchi, no matter what. Not even when Uchi really had a hard time. <3 And they realized that their promises where still alive, they just took a break. Both were equal guilty in this mess.
That's what I totally liked, it's not that one of them is the one who caused all the mess, and the other one is the poor guy, they are equal.