I L.O.V.E. this idea that they try to put some distsnce to the situation by using pink and yellow as characters. It will make you feel more detched, which helps to keep too strong emotional reactions at bay. They do it really well too. ^^
And LOL at the idea that Yasu tries to help them. He's one hell of a therspist. XDDDD
Aw, I can't even say... This story actually made my heart bleed. T___T I feel with both of them a lot, which doesn't happen a lot when there are so many things array. It's so... scary how these things develop certain dynamics and the moment you notice it's almost too late. I feel with Uchi-kun. He's feeling uncertain and with the things happening he's only getting more and more insecure and drifting off into weird thoughts and fantasies... @_@ The envy he feels towards Ryo... I guess it's understandable. The closer you are to a person, the stronger you will feel about these things. Feeling wary and drawing his own conclusions, especially when Ryo draws back more and more.
And for Ryo... It must have been awful to hear Uchi say these things about him and their relationship. D: It's also quite understandable that he draws back afterwards. Like, if he stays close these things will keep hunting him. They will come to the surface eventually, becauce you cannot hide forever, suppress evetything. But if there's confrontagion, then what? I mean, the feeling he gets is that Uchi quite hates... at least some aspects about him. So, he cannot confront. It might be too much and the last thing he actually wants is to lose Uchi. So, better hide, run, so these things cannot catch him. Oh, Ryo... <3
Their love story is fantastic!!! So real. So sad. And yet full of hope. :D
The smut scene is very fit, very intense, raw and full of emotions. I was already thinking "wait, there's still a smut scene somewhere in this?". XDDD It was perfect, though. The kind of perfect that is just cool. They are rushed, excited, demanding, impatient - all the things you would expect after duch a long time. Sure, it's like "gotte devour it, because it's been so long" but then, they just want to feel it in that moment... and they csn be loving and attentive next time around. XDDD
Big love for this one. :D Thank you so much for sharing it! ♥♥♥
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I L.O.V.E. this idea that they try to put some distsnce to the situation by using pink and yellow as characters. It will make you feel more detched, which helps to keep too strong emotional reactions at bay. They do it really well too. ^^
And LOL at the idea that Yasu tries to help them. He's one hell of a therspist. XDDDD
Aw, I can't even say... This story actually made my heart bleed. T___T I feel with both of them a lot, which doesn't happen a lot when there are so many things array. It's so... scary how these things develop certain dynamics and the moment you notice it's almost too late. I feel with Uchi-kun. He's feeling uncertain and with the things happening he's only getting more and more insecure and drifting off into weird thoughts and fantasies... @_@ The envy he feels towards Ryo... I guess it's understandable. The closer you are to a person, the stronger you will feel about these things. Feeling wary and drawing his own conclusions, especially when Ryo draws back more and more.
And for Ryo... It must have been awful to hear Uchi say these things about him and their relationship. D: It's also quite understandable that he draws back afterwards. Like, if he stays close these things will keep hunting him. They will come to the surface eventually, becauce you cannot hide forever, suppress evetything. But if there's confrontagion, then what? I mean, the feeling he gets is that Uchi quite hates... at least some aspects about him. So, he cannot confront. It might be too much and the last thing he actually wants is to lose Uchi. So, better hide, run, so these things cannot catch him. Oh, Ryo... <3
Their love story is fantastic!!! So real. So sad. And yet full of hope. :D
The smut scene is very fit, very intense, raw and full of emotions. I was already thinking "wait, there's still a smut scene somewhere in this?". XDDD It was perfect, though. The kind of perfect that is just cool. They are rushed, excited, demanding, impatient - all the things you would expect after duch a long time. Sure, it's like "gotte devour it, because it's been so long" but then, they just want to feel it in that moment... and they csn be loving and attentive next time around. XDDD
Big love for this one. :D Thank you so much for sharing it! ♥♥♥