Sold out: Chapter 5 (Matsumiya)
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Title: Sold out Chapter 5/5
Pairing: Matsumiya, (plus an additional tiny surprise side-pairing, and guest appearances)
Rating: R
Beta:
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Genre: romance, AU, bit mystery (?)
Plot: In a world in which it’s normal to educate poor boys and girls in all kind of subjects and later sell them as eloquent ‘partners’ (A/N: not necessarily sexual!) to rich and wealthy people once they are of age. Nino is one of those kids. Thanks to his abilities he has the highest price but fears that no one will ever buy him. One day though a rich guy named Matsumoto Jun buys him. When Nino leaves the facility he grew up in, he suddenly finds himself in a completely new life. And Jun is nothing he imagined. Why would a guy like him spend such a high sum to buy a partner when he could just find one anywhere? While Nino starts looking for answers, his heart goes its own way...
Note: This just had to turn into a Matsumiya fic :D It's not really all that angsty by the way, parts of it are pretty light.
Jun takes Nino’s hand and looks up at him in surprise, pulling slightly until Nino kneels down next to him. He loses one of his towels while doing so, but he doesn’t mind.
“What do you mean?” Jun asks softly. “Emmet told me you said something like that to him too, and that you were really sad last week.”
Nino doesn’t even think about being mad at Emmet for blabbing his secret, he is beyond that stage already. “If you don’t find me appealing at all, you’ll send me away, am I right? But I want to stay with you…” He stops there, feeling how his voice gives up on him. He is shaking.
Jun says something, but Nino can’t quite grasp it. Then however he feels a towel wrapped around his shaking body, drying him up softly, and Jun wraps his arms around him. It feels warm and comfortable. “I’m not going to send you anywhere,” Jun mumbles into Nino’s hair. “And I’m definitely not sending you back, you idiot. Can’t you believe me?”
He smells so nice, Nino thinks. A slight scent of lemon. And his chest is broad and pretty strong. It feels so good to lean against it.
“I still don’t get it,” Nino mumbles against Jun’s chest, feeling how Jun’s fingers brush over his back. “I’m sorry, but I don’t understand.”
“It’s my fault,” Jun admits. “I was not clear enough with how I felt. I thought it would be obvious, but it isn’t. I don’t want you to see yourself as a product. I thought handling things how I did would stop you from seeing yourself as something that can be bought.”
He should stop seeing himself as a product? Nino braces himself for any possible answer he will get on his next question. “So how do you feel?”
He can feel how Jun’s lips form a wide smile. “I’m completely and madly in love with you. Of course I am.”
“Really?” Is that some sort of fucking joke!? Nino pulls away a bit to look at Jun, but he can see no lie in his eyes. So it’s true. “But you never touched me and… well…”
“I wanted to give you some time to adapt to everything,” Jun admits. “And I wanted to give some time to myself too. I didn’t think I would fall for you once you were living with me.”
“Is this about the reason you actually bought me?” Nino wants to know.
“Yes.”
“So, why?”
Jun smiles slightly. “How about we go to bed for now. You are exhausted and still pretty cold. You will sleep long and deep until tomorrow, and tomorrow I’ll answer all your questions.”
“I’m not sure if I can sleep now,” Kazu argues, smirking teasingly.
Jun grins. “You can sleep in my bed.”
“It’s not the same when you are sleeping on the couch.”
“Oh, I won’t.”
Nino blinks in surprise. “Really? You won’t?”
Jun smiles slightly, taking Nino’s face between his hands and pulls him close. He kisses him softly and so suddenly that Nino has to suppress a surprised gasp. But he can’t show his shock now, instead he wants to show Jun how much he waited for him to kiss him. His fingers wander through Jun’s hair, playing with it carefully, while he can feel Jun’s hands rubbing over his back.
When Jun pulls back a little, Nino feels happy. He could go on and on, kissing Jun – and do quite some other things, but this is perfect too.
“You need to let me have my own pace, Kazu, okay?” Jun asks after a while.
“Deep inside you’re a romantic, aren’t you?” Nino asks with a happy laugh.
“Of course,” Jun grins. “Let me handle our pacing, and I’m going to sweep you off your feet.”
Nino smiles brightly. Jun is already sweeping him off his feet, but he won’t tell him yet. To be honest, Nino hadn’t expected this. If Jun wants to go slow, starting with kissing and hugging, until he feels they are at the right place emotionally to sleep with each other, it sounds perfect to him.
When he realizes that Jun looks at him expectantly, Nino nods. “I like your pace,” he admits, and wraps his arms around Jun to kiss him again.
People are different, couples are too, he thinks. He and Jun are not like Aiba and Ohno, and that’s perfectly fine. He is happy being himself to be honest, he doesn’t need to do it like Aiba does it. It took him long enough to realize. (Besides, once they are that far in their relationship, he is pretty sure no one can hold them back. Jun’s a creative man… he probably has a lot of interesting ideas…And Nino has some ideas of his own…)
~~~
Nino wakes up to the smell of ham & eggs. He has slept long and well, just as Jun said he would. It was soothing to lie next to Jun and feel his warm body against his, his arms around his back. Of course he could sleep well.
Nino hurries to brush his teeth and meet Jun at the small kitchen table. To his surprise there isn’t just breakfast there, some photographs and documents also scattered along the table. First things come first though and Nino approaches Jun carefully, almost afraid that he only dreamed everything yesterday. But to his relief Jun puts an arm around his shoulder and pulls him closer. Nino grins and touches Jun’s wet hair slightly. “You didn’t dry your hair?” he mocks him. “Are you the same man that just scolded me yesterday and told me to dry my hair well?”
Jun grins and pecks his nose. “Shut up.”
Nino chuckles and lets Jun lead him to the table. He really has prepared an awesome breakfast. However after he has eaten a few bites, Jun shows him a photo. There is a rather small, young woman on it with cute short hair, and a tall man at the same age. Next to the tall man there was another woman, she was slightly taller and had long hair. “The guy,” Jun explains. “Was my father.”
“And the woman?” Nino wants to know.
“The one with the long hair was my mother. And the other woman was your mother.”
Nino almost spit out his food again. “What!?”
“You know, our parents knew each other from their childhood. They were friends. Both your parents died a few years after your mother gave birth to you. And before my parents could even look for her baby, the organisation you grew up at already took you.”
Nino nods. “Because I was an orphan.”
Jun sighs sadly. “Back then my parents didn’t know who took you and where you went. My parents spent half their lives trying to find out what happened. And when my father died two years ago, he handed me all the information he had found, and told me everything. It was his dying wish for me to find you.”
Nino needs a while to swallow this news. It finally makes sense. The reason Jun took him in, the reason a man like him bought him, why he wanted him to be free and happy and not feel like a possession. He squeezes Jun’s hand. “And you did find me.”
Jun’s lips tug slightly. “Sorry it took so long.”
“No, it didn’t take too long.” Nino reaches out his hand to take Jun’s. “You’re almost too good to be true.”
Jun grins. “You can only say that because you haven’t seen me bad.”
Oh, he would love to see Jun bad actually.
“I just need you to know that I didn’t want to hide it from you,” Jun continues. “You can’t remember me, can you?”
Nino blinks. “We know each other?”
“Well, I told you our parents were friends, and we used to play with each other when we were kids. You were such a bratty pest towards other kids,” Jun explains with a smirk. “But you were always nice to me.”
Oh my god, he can’t remember. How can’t he remember? “How old were we?” Nino asks quietly.
“Around four or five.”
“We were always together?” Nino wants to know. “Like best friends?”
Jun nods. “Yes, particularly after your father died in an accident. Your mother and you were at our place regularly.”
Nino sighs sadly. How pathetic he can’t remember something so crucial of his life. The good times before he was taken away. “I’m sorry I can’t remember.”
“It’s not your fault!” Jun says with emphasis. “A lot was going on in your life. Your mother was sick and your father died. It’s just natural that your subconscious shoved some memories aside. Also, we both grew up, and unlike me you didn’t have the chance to dig in your past. Listen Kazu…” He pauses, blushing slightly. “When I realized you didn’t remember me, I wanted to tell you everything immediately, but… It’s not like I wanted to keep it a secret, I swear. But you know…”
“Timing?” Nino helps him when Jun doesn’t continue.
“Yeah, I was waiting for the right moment.”
Nino smiles. “It’s okay, Jun, you are overthinking this. Without you I wouldn’t be here right now, and happy. And Masaki wouldn’t either. How could you even think I would be angry? I can ask you anything now, right? Whatever questions I have about your family and mine.”
Jun nods and smiles. “I probably forgot a lot myself, but there are photos and other memories. I’ll happily share them with you.”
Nino feels like crying when he hears that promise. He has lived so many years without knowing who he is and where he came from, and now he would be able to find it out, step by step. Talking about timing has stirred another thought in him though and he decides to get it over with. “Can I ask you something immediately?”
Jun nods. “Of course.”
“I’m not sure if I grasped it right last night… I wasn’t in my most coherent state, but you said something about your pace, right? That you love me, but want to give us more time? But even now you are hardly initiating any touches.”
Jun smiles nervously. “It’s true, all of it. I want to do things my pace, and I do love you.” He pauses. “The reason I’m not initiating any touches is not because I lack feelings for you.”
“Why is it then?” Nino asks in surprise. “You like me, still you don’t even look at me. Is it because I’m a virgin. Don’t discriminate me,” he snickers. “Believe me, I’ve already fantasized heavily about you, so don’t let that scare you away.”
“Well.” Jun blushes. “This whole thing here is still pressuring you, isn’t it? Because after all, no matter how you look at it, I spent this money to buy you. So, even if I might have done it to save you and fallen for you, there still is this pressure on you to pay me back, to please me.”
Nino gasps. What? So Jun believed that Nino was forcing himself to actually touch Jun? He frowns. “You are an idiot,” he huffs.
“I knew you would say that, but please try to understand my way of thinking about this,” Jun defends himself. “I told you, I don’t want you to see yourself as a product. Can you really full-heartedly promise me that you aren’t seeing yourself as one, right now?”
Nino sighs. “Sometimes I do,” he admits. “But it’s not that simple, Jun. It’s not only because of the money you spent on me, but because I didn’t know why you bought me and what you wanted me for. Now that I know everything a lot of things became simpler to understand.”
“I don’t want it to be some sort of Stockholm syndrome,” Jun explains.
“It’s not like I don’t understand.” Nino shakes his head. “I still think you are an idiot. It’s obvious that I’m crazy about you. And definitely not because you bought me and I feel some sort of weird obligation to serve you. And it’s also not Stockholm syndrome – I should hit you for actually saying that. Just be glad that I’m just in love.”
“But isn’t it weird that at the same time Masaki-kun falls in love with Satoshi?” Jun points out.
Nino shrugs. “No. Ohno-san is the perfect match for Masaki. And you are mine. So, we were lucky. The other guys for sure weren’t.”
“I wonder if it’s that simple,” Jun muses.
“Okay.” Nino takes a deep breath. “Do you believe me that I have feelings for you or do you not?”
“I do.” Jun smiles. “I’m not doubting you or anything. But that’s exactly the reason I want to give us some time. I want you to find your place in this world, and while you do that we both will grow. Everything will grow naturally. Let’s date, and kiss and make out, and eventually it will lead to a lot more. Seriously, Kazu, can you reassure me here and now that you aren’t worrying about your place in this world at the moment, that you really know what you want and how you want it?”
He has some shockingly good insight on others, indeed. “No, I can’t,” Nino admits and lets out a sigh, but at the same time he has to smile a bit. “You really are freaking complicated. But even that is charming about you.” He pauses. “I understand though. Although I’m not really patient, and I might try to seduce you. A lot. So be prepared.”
Jun chuckles. “I can’t wait.” He is silent for quite a while, but he doesn’t take his hand away from Nino’s. After what seems to be forever he eyes Nino, a teasing glint in his eyes. “So you said you fantasized about having sex with me?” Jun asks all of a sudden, and Nino’s eyes snap wide-open in shock. He said that, didn’t he? Oops. That is embarrassing. “Like what?”
Nino blushes slightly, but can’t help a careful grin either. “It’s cheesy. And totally cliché.”
“I still want to know,” Jun says curiously and tugs at Nino’s hand. “Tell me.”
“Well,” Nino sighs dreamingly. “I know it’s more a Masaki-style dream, but… I dreamed about how you would carry me to the bedroom, and put me on the bed. You would kiss me while doing so. You would unbutton your shirt. And then you would go wild and rip my clothes from my body…”
Jun grins, and Nino smacks his arm. “You promised me you wouldn’t laugh,” he scolds, but he can’t quite hold back a chuckle himself.
“Fine,” Jun smiles. “You know what. Let yourself be surprised. I might just do it exactly the way you want it.”
~~~
“Where are you going?” Toma, his new friend, stops him before he can hurry away from campus. He has decided to get his degree in informatics. Though to be honest he enjoys his acting classes for club activities far more than his regular ones.
“Home! We get visitors from the countryside. And-” Nino twinkles dirtily. “I want to get a piece of my boyfriend before they come.” He makes a very suggestive move with his tongue. “If you get what I mean…
“Ugh, too many details,” Toma exclaims in panic.
Nino grins. “You are just jealous.”
Toma laughs. “Well then… nice weekend? Is that what you say at times like these?”
Nino chuckles and hurries away. Jun is going to pick him up, alone. And they’ll only have a few moments until Ohno and Aiba would visit. Over the past two months Nino has actually realized that he loves Jun’s pacing a lot. Okay, so they hadn’t jumped into bed yet, but all the touching and teasing is very much anticipated too. Natural, Jun called it, when they were in the cottage and had their heart to heart talk. It really is.
“Hey.” Nino slips into the car and closes the door behind him, before he wraps his arms around Jun’s neck and kisses him.
Jun chuckles. “That’s what I call a nice welcome,” he says, before he starts the car and drives towards their home. At least Nino believes they are going home, but to his surprise Jun moves the car through the vibrant city towards the airport. “What?” Nino blinks.
“I’m free this week. And so are you, after all there are public holidays at college, aren’t there?” Jun explains casually. “Satoshi and Masaki-kun are house sitting and having a little vacation at our place in London. Meanwhile we’ll fly to a certain place… You have been there before and-“
“The island!?” Nino breaths out. “Oh my… fuck, Jun. I haven’t even packed and I-“
“Oh, Emmet did.” Jun points at the back seats of the car, where there is one bag.
“And yours?”
Jun grins. “We won’t need much.”
It’s like déjà-vu when Nino gets into the private jet, but at the same time it isn’t, because Jun is there, and Nino knows where he is flying to. He knows his destination, and he is pretty confident about his life. The old days at the faculty seem to be grey and covered in dust, and each day he forgets more and more about them. The days on the island are the first days he remembers that actually had colour, vibrant colours. And he knows after one week there with Jun his memory of this island will have a lot more colours added to it.
They are having dinner together on the jet, and use their time to talk about all kind of things, including the fact that Nino tells Jun, he hopefully told Ohno not to have sex in their bed! Eventually Nino falls asleep, leaning against Jun. It’s only when they land that Jun wakes him up again.
It’s deep at night when they arrive at the bungalow, and it’s exactly like Nino remembers it. His heart makes a happy jump when he realizes he is going to have this vacation together with Jun this time.
“Jun-san, should I help you with your baggage?” Shun asks, when they get out of the car.
“No thanks.” Jun smiles. “You just head off and meet your girlfriend.”
Shun chuckles. “I’ve made an arrangement for you to have enough food at the house. If there is anything off, I’ll be only a few streets over.”
Jun smiles. “Thanks.”
When Shun drives away, Jun opens the door to the bungalow and throws their bag inside. “Shower… or beach?”
“Both?” Nino asks back casually.
He should feel more tired actually, but he isn’t. The flight was long enough for him to get some sleep, so he is ready to enjoy his evening. He takes a shower first before he walks to the beach. At this side of the world there is no such thing as a really dark night, it seems. The sky is covered with stars, shining down on them. And Jun has switched on a light at the bungalow’s terrace to provide them with enough light to see their surroundings.
Nino scurries into the water, but only until the water reaches his knees. He doesn’t feel comfortable going for a swim when the water is so dark. Instead he walks back to Jun, who is sipping a glass of red wine.
“Kazu,” he says softly and takes his hand to pull at it.
Nino smiles and bends forward, allowing Jun to kiss him softly. Before he even knows what’s going on, Jun’s hands wander over his body, and under the shirt he is wearing. And he is on top of him. His body feels warm against his, and it’s so much different than what they did up to now. Unfortunately Jun moves away a bit. “Oh Jun,” Nino whines. “You tease. I’ve been really patient, but if you don’t fuck me any time soon, I might go crazy.”
“What do you mean?” Jun grins. “I’m just applying to your wishes,” he sneers, his eyes glinting slightly.
Nino blinks in confusion. “You… What?”
Jun doesn’t say anything. Instead he stays up, and suddenly Nino can feel himself being picked up. He blushes so deeply that he is almost relieved it’s dark enough around them for Jun not to see how embarrassed he actually is. “You are kidding?” he half mumbles, half laughs.
Jun takes the path up to the bungalow, wavering dangerously, and kicks the door open. “Didn’t you say something about how you wanted me to carry you to the bedroom?” He bends down a bit, kissing Nino softly. “I should unbutton my shirt while I put you on the bed, and then rip your clothes off? I hope you are wearing clothes I can do that with…”
“Fucking tease,” Nino scolds. “I told you it’s too cheesy. I mean, really, you can apply your wishes to it too, you know …”
Jun pulls an eyebrow up. “Really?” he asks. “Awesome!” With that he pushes the door of their bedroom open with his elbow and instead of laying Nino on the bed, he throws him on it. Then he kneels on top of him, his hands roaming over Nino’s body.
Nino laughs. “Adding spice to it?”
Jun chuckles before he moves both his hands under Nino’s shirt and helping him to take it off. “Is that a problem?”
“That’s way better actually. I’m probably not really the man for really cheesy stuff,” Nino admits. When Jun sits up, straddling Nino’s hips, Nino moves his fingers over the fabric of Jun’s shirt. It has buttons. He is seriously wearing a shirt with stupid buttons. “How much does that cost?”
“Oh, that shirt?” Jun blinks. “It’s pretty old. That’s why I wore it outside at the beach. And-” Awesome. Nino happily rips it open, ignoring the button that jumps right against his forehead. Jun grins. “Ah,” he says and smirks. “Now you owe me…”
“Oh, believe me.” Nino sneers. “I’ll pay you back my way.”
Jun smiles warmly, and bends forward again, his lips brushing over Nino’s cheek. “For now, let me handle everything. Next time when you feel more comfortable you can pay me back as much as you want.”
Nino nods, and runs his fingers through Jun’s thick hair. He is wearing it shorter now, and it looks cute, so fluffy. At the moment, Jun is far from cute though, because his teasing lips move down over Nino’s neck, sucking there. He is sure Jun leaves a mark there, but he couldn’t care less. Instead he pushes him further down, urging him downwards and ignoring the smirk he can feel against the skin of his chest. Then Jun nips at one of his nipples teasingly and moves downwards.
Jun gladly doesn’t tease him much, instead Nino feels his shorts get removed and then he can feel these warm lips kissing his dick carefully. For a tiny moment Nino feels embarrassed to be exposed like that, but then he just throws his doubts aside. Hell, he feels like he’s waited forever for this to happen. And on top of that Jun was the one initiating it, he wants it too! And oh dear, how he sucks him feels so good. Ugh. He can’t wait to learn tons of tricks, and everything else about sex.
He feels Jun’s slick fingers against his entrance, and for a moment he cringes slightly at the new feeling. It hurts a bit, but Jun is good and obviously knows what he is doing. And he can feel Jun’s lips against his body, kissing him everywhere, like he wants to cherish every part of Nino’s body. It feels so good that Nino relaxes. Jun pulls him into a heated kiss, like he wants to suck all air from him, while his fingers are working and stretching him further.
Soon he can feel Jun between his legs, his hips moving slowly while he pushes into him. It’s too slow, Jun’s too careful, damn it. Nino brushes through Jun’s hair, trying to tug him closer.
“I’m going to hurt you,” Jun warns him weakly. “In a few weeks or months we can try out whatever you want. I can tie you to the bed, or you can tie me to the bed. We can use toys and other things, but for now let’s take it slow.”
“I told you I’m a power-virgin,” Nino jokes, not commenting on the juicy information Jun just gave him – so many interesting possibilites – but he keeps them in mind, definitely. He grins when Jun kisses him. “Fuck me already,” he mumbles against his lips. “I want to feel you inside me. Just show me your abilities~”
Jun groans. Nino isn’t sure if he sounds annoyed now or amused, most likely he is both. He is also pretty sure that in a few months Jun will totally pay him back for teasing in bed, but right now he wants to be considerate.
Nino wraps his legs around Jun’s waist, moaning slightly when Jun’s pushes get strong and his hips move faster. It hurts a bit, but Jun’s there to kiss the pain away, to stroke through his hair, to make his skin burn beneath his fingertips.
“Ah, Jun, yes…” He throws his head back, when he feels Jun stroking his dick. It’s so intense that Nino feels like his whole body is tingling.
He tries his best to make it good for Jun too, wrapping his legs around his waist and pushing back. There is just something in Jun’s eyes that makes him go crazy.
This is going to be his thing. Nino knows it. He is definitely going to be a sex-pro in a few months! He will be able to do the Kamasutra backwards. He is not good with saying his feelings, but he will be good in showing them.
“I love you,” he mumbles, and for a moment he is stunned by his words. Didn’t he just think he was bad in conveying his feelings?
But Jun just smiles softly while little sweat drops are forming on his forehead. “I love you too.”
It’s so cheesy that normally Nino would feel embarrassed… or be creeped out, but his heart betrays him and jumps so fast that he has no other choice but to feel happy without any ulterior motives. He isn’t quite able to grasp all the feelings and sensations now; he barely realizes that Jun is pushing him towards an orgasm, constantly kissing him and whispering sweet things in his ear. Nino’s eyes are basically glued to Jun’s. He really is so freaking lucky and happy.
~~~
The sun stings in his eyes. He blinks slightly, trying to find his orientation again. For a moment he has no idea where he is and why he is in a foreign bed… Then his gaze shifts to a figure just walking through the door, a towel around its hips. “Oh.” Nino grins. They finally had sex, he remembers. “Good morning.”
“Good morning to you too.” Jun smiles. “Are you alright? You passed out yesterday at the end. I was worried I overdid it.”
“I’m perfectly fine.” Nino chuckles. “You’d better feel flustered that you made me pass out.”
Jun grins and crawls on the bed to kiss Nino softly. “What do you think about breakfast?” he asks. “And then we can go to beach where I’ll surf and you can do whatever you want.”
“Sure.” Nino chuckles. “But don’t overdo it with the surfing… I need you to have some stamina for later.”
Jun grins. “I’ve made a monster, it seems.”
Nino smiles, while Jun hugs him. He pulls him back into the bed. “It’s your fault alone. You’ve made me an addict.”
“To sex?” Jun teases.
No, to you, Nino wants to say, but man, that would sound too cheesy, so he just nods. But Jun wouldn’t be Jun if he didn’t get the message. He presses his lips against Nino’s neck before kissing his temples. “I have a new idea,” he muses.
“Hm? What kind of idea?” Nino brushes Jun’s bangs aside and kisses his forehead.
Jun smirks. “I’m thinking beach, outdoors, and you.” He gives Nino a suggestive look. “All at once. Maybe I can finally convince you to come into the water with me, and work out~”
Nino laughs, and playfully kicks Jun out of the bed. “What are you waiting for then? I’ll give us half an hour for showering and breakfast. Don’t believe I’ll let you read a newspaper now, you work-out freak!”
“I’ve really made a monster.” Jun’s eyes twinkle. “But I like it.”
A/N: So, this is the last chapter! I didn't believe Matsumiya would be so much fun to write. ♥
Thanks to all of you for following and reading this story!! I hope you also enjoyed the last chapter <3
(Someone said in the comments once that Nino is soon going to be Jun's spoilt and hot princess... That's probably true, isn't it? :D)
Pairing: Matsumiya, (plus an additional tiny surprise side-pairing, and guest appearances)
Rating: R
Beta:
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Genre: romance, AU, bit mystery (?)
Plot: In a world in which it’s normal to educate poor boys and girls in all kind of subjects and later sell them as eloquent ‘partners’ (A/N: not necessarily sexual!) to rich and wealthy people once they are of age. Nino is one of those kids. Thanks to his abilities he has the highest price but fears that no one will ever buy him. One day though a rich guy named Matsumoto Jun buys him. When Nino leaves the facility he grew up in, he suddenly finds himself in a completely new life. And Jun is nothing he imagined. Why would a guy like him spend such a high sum to buy a partner when he could just find one anywhere? While Nino starts looking for answers, his heart goes its own way...
Note: This just had to turn into a Matsumiya fic :D It's not really all that angsty by the way, parts of it are pretty light.
Jun takes Nino’s hand and looks up at him in surprise, pulling slightly until Nino kneels down next to him. He loses one of his towels while doing so, but he doesn’t mind.
“What do you mean?” Jun asks softly. “Emmet told me you said something like that to him too, and that you were really sad last week.”
Nino doesn’t even think about being mad at Emmet for blabbing his secret, he is beyond that stage already. “If you don’t find me appealing at all, you’ll send me away, am I right? But I want to stay with you…” He stops there, feeling how his voice gives up on him. He is shaking.
Jun says something, but Nino can’t quite grasp it. Then however he feels a towel wrapped around his shaking body, drying him up softly, and Jun wraps his arms around him. It feels warm and comfortable. “I’m not going to send you anywhere,” Jun mumbles into Nino’s hair. “And I’m definitely not sending you back, you idiot. Can’t you believe me?”
He smells so nice, Nino thinks. A slight scent of lemon. And his chest is broad and pretty strong. It feels so good to lean against it.
“I still don’t get it,” Nino mumbles against Jun’s chest, feeling how Jun’s fingers brush over his back. “I’m sorry, but I don’t understand.”
“It’s my fault,” Jun admits. “I was not clear enough with how I felt. I thought it would be obvious, but it isn’t. I don’t want you to see yourself as a product. I thought handling things how I did would stop you from seeing yourself as something that can be bought.”
He should stop seeing himself as a product? Nino braces himself for any possible answer he will get on his next question. “So how do you feel?”
He can feel how Jun’s lips form a wide smile. “I’m completely and madly in love with you. Of course I am.”
“Really?” Is that some sort of fucking joke!? Nino pulls away a bit to look at Jun, but he can see no lie in his eyes. So it’s true. “But you never touched me and… well…”
“I wanted to give you some time to adapt to everything,” Jun admits. “And I wanted to give some time to myself too. I didn’t think I would fall for you once you were living with me.”
“Is this about the reason you actually bought me?” Nino wants to know.
“Yes.”
“So, why?”
Jun smiles slightly. “How about we go to bed for now. You are exhausted and still pretty cold. You will sleep long and deep until tomorrow, and tomorrow I’ll answer all your questions.”
“I’m not sure if I can sleep now,” Kazu argues, smirking teasingly.
Jun grins. “You can sleep in my bed.”
“It’s not the same when you are sleeping on the couch.”
“Oh, I won’t.”
Nino blinks in surprise. “Really? You won’t?”
Jun smiles slightly, taking Nino’s face between his hands and pulls him close. He kisses him softly and so suddenly that Nino has to suppress a surprised gasp. But he can’t show his shock now, instead he wants to show Jun how much he waited for him to kiss him. His fingers wander through Jun’s hair, playing with it carefully, while he can feel Jun’s hands rubbing over his back.
When Jun pulls back a little, Nino feels happy. He could go on and on, kissing Jun – and do quite some other things, but this is perfect too.
“You need to let me have my own pace, Kazu, okay?” Jun asks after a while.
“Deep inside you’re a romantic, aren’t you?” Nino asks with a happy laugh.
“Of course,” Jun grins. “Let me handle our pacing, and I’m going to sweep you off your feet.”
Nino smiles brightly. Jun is already sweeping him off his feet, but he won’t tell him yet. To be honest, Nino hadn’t expected this. If Jun wants to go slow, starting with kissing and hugging, until he feels they are at the right place emotionally to sleep with each other, it sounds perfect to him.
When he realizes that Jun looks at him expectantly, Nino nods. “I like your pace,” he admits, and wraps his arms around Jun to kiss him again.
People are different, couples are too, he thinks. He and Jun are not like Aiba and Ohno, and that’s perfectly fine. He is happy being himself to be honest, he doesn’t need to do it like Aiba does it. It took him long enough to realize. (Besides, once they are that far in their relationship, he is pretty sure no one can hold them back. Jun’s a creative man… he probably has a lot of interesting ideas…And Nino has some ideas of his own…)
~~~
Nino wakes up to the smell of ham & eggs. He has slept long and well, just as Jun said he would. It was soothing to lie next to Jun and feel his warm body against his, his arms around his back. Of course he could sleep well.
Nino hurries to brush his teeth and meet Jun at the small kitchen table. To his surprise there isn’t just breakfast there, some photographs and documents also scattered along the table. First things come first though and Nino approaches Jun carefully, almost afraid that he only dreamed everything yesterday. But to his relief Jun puts an arm around his shoulder and pulls him closer. Nino grins and touches Jun’s wet hair slightly. “You didn’t dry your hair?” he mocks him. “Are you the same man that just scolded me yesterday and told me to dry my hair well?”
Jun grins and pecks his nose. “Shut up.”
Nino chuckles and lets Jun lead him to the table. He really has prepared an awesome breakfast. However after he has eaten a few bites, Jun shows him a photo. There is a rather small, young woman on it with cute short hair, and a tall man at the same age. Next to the tall man there was another woman, she was slightly taller and had long hair. “The guy,” Jun explains. “Was my father.”
“And the woman?” Nino wants to know.
“The one with the long hair was my mother. And the other woman was your mother.”
Nino almost spit out his food again. “What!?”
“You know, our parents knew each other from their childhood. They were friends. Both your parents died a few years after your mother gave birth to you. And before my parents could even look for her baby, the organisation you grew up at already took you.”
Nino nods. “Because I was an orphan.”
Jun sighs sadly. “Back then my parents didn’t know who took you and where you went. My parents spent half their lives trying to find out what happened. And when my father died two years ago, he handed me all the information he had found, and told me everything. It was his dying wish for me to find you.”
Nino needs a while to swallow this news. It finally makes sense. The reason Jun took him in, the reason a man like him bought him, why he wanted him to be free and happy and not feel like a possession. He squeezes Jun’s hand. “And you did find me.”
Jun’s lips tug slightly. “Sorry it took so long.”
“No, it didn’t take too long.” Nino reaches out his hand to take Jun’s. “You’re almost too good to be true.”
Jun grins. “You can only say that because you haven’t seen me bad.”
Oh, he would love to see Jun bad actually.
“I just need you to know that I didn’t want to hide it from you,” Jun continues. “You can’t remember me, can you?”
Nino blinks. “We know each other?”
“Well, I told you our parents were friends, and we used to play with each other when we were kids. You were such a bratty pest towards other kids,” Jun explains with a smirk. “But you were always nice to me.”
Oh my god, he can’t remember. How can’t he remember? “How old were we?” Nino asks quietly.
“Around four or five.”
“We were always together?” Nino wants to know. “Like best friends?”
Jun nods. “Yes, particularly after your father died in an accident. Your mother and you were at our place regularly.”
Nino sighs sadly. How pathetic he can’t remember something so crucial of his life. The good times before he was taken away. “I’m sorry I can’t remember.”
“It’s not your fault!” Jun says with emphasis. “A lot was going on in your life. Your mother was sick and your father died. It’s just natural that your subconscious shoved some memories aside. Also, we both grew up, and unlike me you didn’t have the chance to dig in your past. Listen Kazu…” He pauses, blushing slightly. “When I realized you didn’t remember me, I wanted to tell you everything immediately, but… It’s not like I wanted to keep it a secret, I swear. But you know…”
“Timing?” Nino helps him when Jun doesn’t continue.
“Yeah, I was waiting for the right moment.”
Nino smiles. “It’s okay, Jun, you are overthinking this. Without you I wouldn’t be here right now, and happy. And Masaki wouldn’t either. How could you even think I would be angry? I can ask you anything now, right? Whatever questions I have about your family and mine.”
Jun nods and smiles. “I probably forgot a lot myself, but there are photos and other memories. I’ll happily share them with you.”
Nino feels like crying when he hears that promise. He has lived so many years without knowing who he is and where he came from, and now he would be able to find it out, step by step. Talking about timing has stirred another thought in him though and he decides to get it over with. “Can I ask you something immediately?”
Jun nods. “Of course.”
“I’m not sure if I grasped it right last night… I wasn’t in my most coherent state, but you said something about your pace, right? That you love me, but want to give us more time? But even now you are hardly initiating any touches.”
Jun smiles nervously. “It’s true, all of it. I want to do things my pace, and I do love you.” He pauses. “The reason I’m not initiating any touches is not because I lack feelings for you.”
“Why is it then?” Nino asks in surprise. “You like me, still you don’t even look at me. Is it because I’m a virgin. Don’t discriminate me,” he snickers. “Believe me, I’ve already fantasized heavily about you, so don’t let that scare you away.”
“Well.” Jun blushes. “This whole thing here is still pressuring you, isn’t it? Because after all, no matter how you look at it, I spent this money to buy you. So, even if I might have done it to save you and fallen for you, there still is this pressure on you to pay me back, to please me.”
Nino gasps. What? So Jun believed that Nino was forcing himself to actually touch Jun? He frowns. “You are an idiot,” he huffs.
“I knew you would say that, but please try to understand my way of thinking about this,” Jun defends himself. “I told you, I don’t want you to see yourself as a product. Can you really full-heartedly promise me that you aren’t seeing yourself as one, right now?”
Nino sighs. “Sometimes I do,” he admits. “But it’s not that simple, Jun. It’s not only because of the money you spent on me, but because I didn’t know why you bought me and what you wanted me for. Now that I know everything a lot of things became simpler to understand.”
“I don’t want it to be some sort of Stockholm syndrome,” Jun explains.
“It’s not like I don’t understand.” Nino shakes his head. “I still think you are an idiot. It’s obvious that I’m crazy about you. And definitely not because you bought me and I feel some sort of weird obligation to serve you. And it’s also not Stockholm syndrome – I should hit you for actually saying that. Just be glad that I’m just in love.”
“But isn’t it weird that at the same time Masaki-kun falls in love with Satoshi?” Jun points out.
Nino shrugs. “No. Ohno-san is the perfect match for Masaki. And you are mine. So, we were lucky. The other guys for sure weren’t.”
“I wonder if it’s that simple,” Jun muses.
“Okay.” Nino takes a deep breath. “Do you believe me that I have feelings for you or do you not?”
“I do.” Jun smiles. “I’m not doubting you or anything. But that’s exactly the reason I want to give us some time. I want you to find your place in this world, and while you do that we both will grow. Everything will grow naturally. Let’s date, and kiss and make out, and eventually it will lead to a lot more. Seriously, Kazu, can you reassure me here and now that you aren’t worrying about your place in this world at the moment, that you really know what you want and how you want it?”
He has some shockingly good insight on others, indeed. “No, I can’t,” Nino admits and lets out a sigh, but at the same time he has to smile a bit. “You really are freaking complicated. But even that is charming about you.” He pauses. “I understand though. Although I’m not really patient, and I might try to seduce you. A lot. So be prepared.”
Jun chuckles. “I can’t wait.” He is silent for quite a while, but he doesn’t take his hand away from Nino’s. After what seems to be forever he eyes Nino, a teasing glint in his eyes. “So you said you fantasized about having sex with me?” Jun asks all of a sudden, and Nino’s eyes snap wide-open in shock. He said that, didn’t he? Oops. That is embarrassing. “Like what?”
Nino blushes slightly, but can’t help a careful grin either. “It’s cheesy. And totally cliché.”
“I still want to know,” Jun says curiously and tugs at Nino’s hand. “Tell me.”
“Well,” Nino sighs dreamingly. “I know it’s more a Masaki-style dream, but… I dreamed about how you would carry me to the bedroom, and put me on the bed. You would kiss me while doing so. You would unbutton your shirt. And then you would go wild and rip my clothes from my body…”
Jun grins, and Nino smacks his arm. “You promised me you wouldn’t laugh,” he scolds, but he can’t quite hold back a chuckle himself.
“Fine,” Jun smiles. “You know what. Let yourself be surprised. I might just do it exactly the way you want it.”
~~~
“Where are you going?” Toma, his new friend, stops him before he can hurry away from campus. He has decided to get his degree in informatics. Though to be honest he enjoys his acting classes for club activities far more than his regular ones.
“Home! We get visitors from the countryside. And-” Nino twinkles dirtily. “I want to get a piece of my boyfriend before they come.” He makes a very suggestive move with his tongue. “If you get what I mean…
“Ugh, too many details,” Toma exclaims in panic.
Nino grins. “You are just jealous.”
Toma laughs. “Well then… nice weekend? Is that what you say at times like these?”
Nino chuckles and hurries away. Jun is going to pick him up, alone. And they’ll only have a few moments until Ohno and Aiba would visit. Over the past two months Nino has actually realized that he loves Jun’s pacing a lot. Okay, so they hadn’t jumped into bed yet, but all the touching and teasing is very much anticipated too. Natural, Jun called it, when they were in the cottage and had their heart to heart talk. It really is.
“Hey.” Nino slips into the car and closes the door behind him, before he wraps his arms around Jun’s neck and kisses him.
Jun chuckles. “That’s what I call a nice welcome,” he says, before he starts the car and drives towards their home. At least Nino believes they are going home, but to his surprise Jun moves the car through the vibrant city towards the airport. “What?” Nino blinks.
“I’m free this week. And so are you, after all there are public holidays at college, aren’t there?” Jun explains casually. “Satoshi and Masaki-kun are house sitting and having a little vacation at our place in London. Meanwhile we’ll fly to a certain place… You have been there before and-“
“The island!?” Nino breaths out. “Oh my… fuck, Jun. I haven’t even packed and I-“
“Oh, Emmet did.” Jun points at the back seats of the car, where there is one bag.
“And yours?”
Jun grins. “We won’t need much.”
It’s like déjà-vu when Nino gets into the private jet, but at the same time it isn’t, because Jun is there, and Nino knows where he is flying to. He knows his destination, and he is pretty confident about his life. The old days at the faculty seem to be grey and covered in dust, and each day he forgets more and more about them. The days on the island are the first days he remembers that actually had colour, vibrant colours. And he knows after one week there with Jun his memory of this island will have a lot more colours added to it.
They are having dinner together on the jet, and use their time to talk about all kind of things, including the fact that Nino tells Jun, he hopefully told Ohno not to have sex in their bed! Eventually Nino falls asleep, leaning against Jun. It’s only when they land that Jun wakes him up again.
It’s deep at night when they arrive at the bungalow, and it’s exactly like Nino remembers it. His heart makes a happy jump when he realizes he is going to have this vacation together with Jun this time.
“Jun-san, should I help you with your baggage?” Shun asks, when they get out of the car.
“No thanks.” Jun smiles. “You just head off and meet your girlfriend.”
Shun chuckles. “I’ve made an arrangement for you to have enough food at the house. If there is anything off, I’ll be only a few streets over.”
Jun smiles. “Thanks.”
When Shun drives away, Jun opens the door to the bungalow and throws their bag inside. “Shower… or beach?”
“Both?” Nino asks back casually.
He should feel more tired actually, but he isn’t. The flight was long enough for him to get some sleep, so he is ready to enjoy his evening. He takes a shower first before he walks to the beach. At this side of the world there is no such thing as a really dark night, it seems. The sky is covered with stars, shining down on them. And Jun has switched on a light at the bungalow’s terrace to provide them with enough light to see their surroundings.
Nino scurries into the water, but only until the water reaches his knees. He doesn’t feel comfortable going for a swim when the water is so dark. Instead he walks back to Jun, who is sipping a glass of red wine.
“Kazu,” he says softly and takes his hand to pull at it.
Nino smiles and bends forward, allowing Jun to kiss him softly. Before he even knows what’s going on, Jun’s hands wander over his body, and under the shirt he is wearing. And he is on top of him. His body feels warm against his, and it’s so much different than what they did up to now. Unfortunately Jun moves away a bit. “Oh Jun,” Nino whines. “You tease. I’ve been really patient, but if you don’t fuck me any time soon, I might go crazy.”
“What do you mean?” Jun grins. “I’m just applying to your wishes,” he sneers, his eyes glinting slightly.
Nino blinks in confusion. “You… What?”
Jun doesn’t say anything. Instead he stays up, and suddenly Nino can feel himself being picked up. He blushes so deeply that he is almost relieved it’s dark enough around them for Jun not to see how embarrassed he actually is. “You are kidding?” he half mumbles, half laughs.
Jun takes the path up to the bungalow, wavering dangerously, and kicks the door open. “Didn’t you say something about how you wanted me to carry you to the bedroom?” He bends down a bit, kissing Nino softly. “I should unbutton my shirt while I put you on the bed, and then rip your clothes off? I hope you are wearing clothes I can do that with…”
“Fucking tease,” Nino scolds. “I told you it’s too cheesy. I mean, really, you can apply your wishes to it too, you know …”
Jun pulls an eyebrow up. “Really?” he asks. “Awesome!” With that he pushes the door of their bedroom open with his elbow and instead of laying Nino on the bed, he throws him on it. Then he kneels on top of him, his hands roaming over Nino’s body.
Nino laughs. “Adding spice to it?”
Jun chuckles before he moves both his hands under Nino’s shirt and helping him to take it off. “Is that a problem?”
“That’s way better actually. I’m probably not really the man for really cheesy stuff,” Nino admits. When Jun sits up, straddling Nino’s hips, Nino moves his fingers over the fabric of Jun’s shirt. It has buttons. He is seriously wearing a shirt with stupid buttons. “How much does that cost?”
“Oh, that shirt?” Jun blinks. “It’s pretty old. That’s why I wore it outside at the beach. And-” Awesome. Nino happily rips it open, ignoring the button that jumps right against his forehead. Jun grins. “Ah,” he says and smirks. “Now you owe me…”
“Oh, believe me.” Nino sneers. “I’ll pay you back my way.”
Jun smiles warmly, and bends forward again, his lips brushing over Nino’s cheek. “For now, let me handle everything. Next time when you feel more comfortable you can pay me back as much as you want.”
Nino nods, and runs his fingers through Jun’s thick hair. He is wearing it shorter now, and it looks cute, so fluffy. At the moment, Jun is far from cute though, because his teasing lips move down over Nino’s neck, sucking there. He is sure Jun leaves a mark there, but he couldn’t care less. Instead he pushes him further down, urging him downwards and ignoring the smirk he can feel against the skin of his chest. Then Jun nips at one of his nipples teasingly and moves downwards.
Jun gladly doesn’t tease him much, instead Nino feels his shorts get removed and then he can feel these warm lips kissing his dick carefully. For a tiny moment Nino feels embarrassed to be exposed like that, but then he just throws his doubts aside. Hell, he feels like he’s waited forever for this to happen. And on top of that Jun was the one initiating it, he wants it too! And oh dear, how he sucks him feels so good. Ugh. He can’t wait to learn tons of tricks, and everything else about sex.
He feels Jun’s slick fingers against his entrance, and for a moment he cringes slightly at the new feeling. It hurts a bit, but Jun is good and obviously knows what he is doing. And he can feel Jun’s lips against his body, kissing him everywhere, like he wants to cherish every part of Nino’s body. It feels so good that Nino relaxes. Jun pulls him into a heated kiss, like he wants to suck all air from him, while his fingers are working and stretching him further.
Soon he can feel Jun between his legs, his hips moving slowly while he pushes into him. It’s too slow, Jun’s too careful, damn it. Nino brushes through Jun’s hair, trying to tug him closer.
“I’m going to hurt you,” Jun warns him weakly. “In a few weeks or months we can try out whatever you want. I can tie you to the bed, or you can tie me to the bed. We can use toys and other things, but for now let’s take it slow.”
“I told you I’m a power-virgin,” Nino jokes, not commenting on the juicy information Jun just gave him – so many interesting possibilites – but he keeps them in mind, definitely. He grins when Jun kisses him. “Fuck me already,” he mumbles against his lips. “I want to feel you inside me. Just show me your abilities~”
Jun groans. Nino isn’t sure if he sounds annoyed now or amused, most likely he is both. He is also pretty sure that in a few months Jun will totally pay him back for teasing in bed, but right now he wants to be considerate.
Nino wraps his legs around Jun’s waist, moaning slightly when Jun’s pushes get strong and his hips move faster. It hurts a bit, but Jun’s there to kiss the pain away, to stroke through his hair, to make his skin burn beneath his fingertips.
“Ah, Jun, yes…” He throws his head back, when he feels Jun stroking his dick. It’s so intense that Nino feels like his whole body is tingling.
He tries his best to make it good for Jun too, wrapping his legs around his waist and pushing back. There is just something in Jun’s eyes that makes him go crazy.
This is going to be his thing. Nino knows it. He is definitely going to be a sex-pro in a few months! He will be able to do the Kamasutra backwards. He is not good with saying his feelings, but he will be good in showing them.
“I love you,” he mumbles, and for a moment he is stunned by his words. Didn’t he just think he was bad in conveying his feelings?
But Jun just smiles softly while little sweat drops are forming on his forehead. “I love you too.”
It’s so cheesy that normally Nino would feel embarrassed… or be creeped out, but his heart betrays him and jumps so fast that he has no other choice but to feel happy without any ulterior motives. He isn’t quite able to grasp all the feelings and sensations now; he barely realizes that Jun is pushing him towards an orgasm, constantly kissing him and whispering sweet things in his ear. Nino’s eyes are basically glued to Jun’s. He really is so freaking lucky and happy.
~~~
The sun stings in his eyes. He blinks slightly, trying to find his orientation again. For a moment he has no idea where he is and why he is in a foreign bed… Then his gaze shifts to a figure just walking through the door, a towel around its hips. “Oh.” Nino grins. They finally had sex, he remembers. “Good morning.”
“Good morning to you too.” Jun smiles. “Are you alright? You passed out yesterday at the end. I was worried I overdid it.”
“I’m perfectly fine.” Nino chuckles. “You’d better feel flustered that you made me pass out.”
Jun grins and crawls on the bed to kiss Nino softly. “What do you think about breakfast?” he asks. “And then we can go to beach where I’ll surf and you can do whatever you want.”
“Sure.” Nino chuckles. “But don’t overdo it with the surfing… I need you to have some stamina for later.”
Jun grins. “I’ve made a monster, it seems.”
Nino smiles, while Jun hugs him. He pulls him back into the bed. “It’s your fault alone. You’ve made me an addict.”
“To sex?” Jun teases.
No, to you, Nino wants to say, but man, that would sound too cheesy, so he just nods. But Jun wouldn’t be Jun if he didn’t get the message. He presses his lips against Nino’s neck before kissing his temples. “I have a new idea,” he muses.
“Hm? What kind of idea?” Nino brushes Jun’s bangs aside and kisses his forehead.
Jun smirks. “I’m thinking beach, outdoors, and you.” He gives Nino a suggestive look. “All at once. Maybe I can finally convince you to come into the water with me, and work out~”
Nino laughs, and playfully kicks Jun out of the bed. “What are you waiting for then? I’ll give us half an hour for showering and breakfast. Don’t believe I’ll let you read a newspaper now, you work-out freak!”
“I’ve really made a monster.” Jun’s eyes twinkle. “But I like it.”
A/N: So, this is the last chapter! I didn't believe Matsumiya would be so much fun to write. ♥
Thanks to all of you for following and reading this story!! I hope you also enjoyed the last chapter <3
(Someone said in the comments once that Nino is soon going to be Jun's spoilt and hot princess... That's probably true, isn't it? :D)