Reflections (Sakumoto)

[lilly0]

Title: Reflections
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: PG-13.
Beta: ivenclaire
Genre: romance, bit angst
Drabble
Disclaimer: I don't own them or anything else JE-related. But the story is mine of course^^
Summary: These photos are the only proof Sho has that Jun belongs to him... somehow.
A/N: Written for the je_drabble_love challenge two weeks ago. Prompt: photoshooting, Sakumoto vs. Ohmiya




Jun’s back is strong despite his slender body; so manly. Sho looks through the lens of his camera, trying to capture every tiny part of the other one’s body, his strong back, his long delicious neck, his slender hips, his well-shaped butt hiding behind black pants, beautiful long legs. There is a single water drop running down Jun’s back, starting from his shoulders, tracing down his spine until it disappears somewhere around the small of his back.

“Sho-kun,” Jun turns around, shaking his head. He stands up from the edge of the bathtub and angles for a towel before he wraps it around his hips. “I don’t like it when you take photos of me. They always look so awkward.”

“Come on, pictures are always good memories.” Sho answers dryly.

For a moment, Jun apparently is too surprised to say something, but then he rolls his eyes. “Memories? What for? It almost feels like you are stalking me.”

Sho has to laugh at that. “Don’t get the wrong idea. I just like watching you.” he smiles. “You’ve a beautiful body.”

“You can have it any time.” Jun shrugs. “No need for a photo. If you want me, come and take whatever you need.”

“It’s not about needs…” Sho places the camera on the table, looking at Jun insistently. “It’s about the fact that I enjoy being with you, that I like your presence. When you are snarky or sarcastic, when you are vulnerable and sad, when you are happy and excited – I want to share all these moments with you.”

For a moment, something in Jun’s eyes flicker. It’s almost like he is happy at what he hears from Sho, but then the doubtful expression is back in his eyes. “I don’t trust being happy.” he mumbles silently. “I don’t have faith in relationships.”

“I know.” Sho looks away from Jun thoughtfully. I know that you are too messed up from whatever happened in your last relationship to trust anyone around you. Even if it’s me.

But he doesn’t say anything out loud for now. One part of him wants to shake Jun and make him commit to whatever kind of relationship they are having, wants him to see that Sho won’t betray him, that he won’t hurt him and throw him away like a piece of dirt. The other, tiny part is glad… that at least he has a photo that shows him that Matsumoto Jun belongs to him. Somehow. For the moment, that’s enough for Sho. Maybe in a couple of months he can make Jun open his eyes and look at him properly and see that he has someone who loves him right next to him.

The photos Sho has from them together are the only sign he can hold on to. The only proof he has that one day, his wish will come true and that these photos won't remain a reflection of his dreams. Until that day, Sho will hold the pictures precious to his heart (even when Jun deletes them secretly, he’ll make new ones), while watching over Jun patiently.

Comments

[mrs-koki.livejournal.com]

I love that...thanks for sharing XD

Poor KoKame...I wish they could've gone.

[lilly0]

Thanks for reading and commenting!
I'm glad you liked it <3

[mrs-koki.livejournal.com]

You're welcome


I'm a sucker for KoKame, you know this.

[sweetspicyhot.livejournal.com]

Oh the Sakumoto---very angsty--I like it alot. My favorite part is that Sho is collecting these photos one step ahead while Jun is deleting them. But someday I think Sho will win. He just has to be patient.

And the Kokame--i understand Kame's restlessness but they can get a bit creative at home ne. I think the sauna picture might stir things up.

Thank you for the lovely drabbles.:D

[lilly0]

Thanks so much for reading and commenting, my friend!! *huggles*

I guess it was a bit too angsty, so people weren't really interested in it ^^ But I'm really happy that you read it <3

*lol* Right, they could go for the bathtub for example - it's almost like an onsen then :D

[tsunderellasays.livejournal.com]

My heart broke during the Sakumoto part. </3

[lilly0]

Sorry for the angst. But I'm really thankful that you read it!! ♥

[yukitsubute]

Thanks so much for writing these drabbles. I totally enjoyed reading both of them. The Sakumoto part was somehow really melancholic. I loved the idea how you put the camera prompt into this.

Oh and the KoKame one *lol* Kame the little sulking boy. I can totally imagine him being like this. There will be a lot of osen pics on the wall. *lol* Poor Koki...maybe he should book a weekend in the osen soon.

thanks again for sharing. *hugs*

[lilly0]

Thanks so much for your lovely comment, dear!!
I'm so happy that you read them :D

*lol* I bet Kame will find something productive to do... a hot bath in the bathtub might give him the same feeling like in an onsen, right? :D

[yoru-no-hikaru.livejournal.com]

Aaawwwwwwwwwww, LOLZ!!!!!! XDDDDDD

Sulky Kame is <3<3<3
I just love him in such a mood. ^^"

It sucks when ou don't have the time to live out your sex fantasies - no being sarcastic here, seriously. ><

Haha, I want to see that pic he drew. XDDD I bet it makes Koki hot and they do it anyway.

Thank you so much for writing this, dear! :D

Sorry, have to skip the other one for now, B.A. just dropped in. ^^

[lilly0]

Thanks so much for your lovely comment!!

Well, I'm glad you had time to through one of the drabbles :D Though the Kokame one became too fluffy for my taste >< However, I'm happy you enjoyed reading it! ♥

Thanks so much for reading and commenting!! *huggles*

[estalda.livejournal.com]

As a shipper, love KoKame one ♥♥♥ Thank you so much! I wish they really had their onsen holiday...

[lilly0]

Thanks so much for reading and commenting!! I'm really happy that you liked this <3