4 Hasshi Drabbles
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yume_to_ameTitle: 4 A.B.C-Z Drabbles
Pairing: Hasshi/Goseki, Hasshi/Totsu, Hasshi/Ryoichi, Hasshi/Kawai
Rating: PG-13
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ivenclaire
Genre: romance
Summary: Four drabbles featuring four Hasshi pairings.
Notes: I wonder if someone is interested in this? I had this lying around for a long while, and decided to finally post it ^^
Hasshi/Goseki
He has probably not said it often enough, Hasshi thinks, but he feels it clearly. He remembers it like it was just yesterday when he joined A.B.C, before they added a Z to the name. He was the Z after all. And it felt awkward and weird and a little scary to just be there all of a sudden. He was the unknown Z, the one who joined a group with members who knew each other for years already. He remembers how he was looking around a little during rehearsals, wondering if he could make it, catch up with them. His eyes met Goseki’s at one point. The latter looked at him for a while, then he smiled. It wasn’t a particularly shining smile, but it was honest and optimistic and warm and friendly.
Hasshi smiles when he approaches Goseki. He wraps his arms around him from behind, nuzzling his nose against his hair. Then he wraps a scarf around his neck, chuckling a little when Goseki looks at him in surprise.
Goseki touches the soft scarf for a moment. “What’s that for, Ryosuke?”
“Nothing.” Hasshi chuckles. “Just a present.” For you, Koichi, a sincere thank you.
Hasshi/Totsuka
It’s probably not a good idea, Totsuka thinks, when Hasshi pulls him along. He has wrapped his fingers around his wrist tightly, turning back to him here and there and nodding at him encouragingly. When the hell did it happen that Hasshi was the one reassuring him, tugging him along and not the other way around?
“It’s going to be okay.” Hasshi smiles and squeezes Totsuka’s hand one last time before he lets go. The flight instructor fixes his parachute. The next thing Totsuka knows is that Hasshi has jumped. He hears him squeal in panic and then laugh. “It’s awesome, Totsu, just jump! It’s going to be okay.”
Totuska wonders if that’s really true. But Hasshi’s voice, his reassuring smile and his demand jump just lingers in the whole airplane. So Totsuka does. Jumps. Squeals, cries, until he meets Hasshi in the air. The latter reaches out his hand. Jump, Totsuka thinks and grabs them tightly. Just jump.
Hasshi/Ryoichi
It’s nothing special, Ryoichi knows that, but he is lacking better ideas. He doesn’t know what else to do, so he just does what he can do best: Smile and make others smile. Hasshi’s eyes seem clouded recently. He seems to worry all the time, like he can’t see how wonderful he is, how beautiful. He doesn’t need to lose that much weight – he is beautiful the way he is. Not because he is looking good – of course he is pretty – but also because he is kind and warm-hearted and fun to be around. Ryoichi wishes for Hasshi to see that too in himself. For now however, he doesn’t find the right words to tell him. So he just does the usual:
“Hey, you wanna hang out and play some games?”
Hasshi smiles brightly when Ryoichi walks by him into his apartment. For a moment, he feels like the old Hasshi again. It’s going to be okay, Ryoichi thinks, he is going to make it okay again. “I would love to.”
Hasshi/Kawai
The first thing Hasshi thought after seeing Kawai – for the first time ever – was something along the lines of what a lanky guy and such long limbs. Later, he realises that nothing about Kawai is awkward. In fact, he is even crazily talented and fun and has his very own charm. He is a good friend too.
Something inside Hasshi’s stomach tugs a little when Kawai turns around, smiles at him and continues rehearsing his solo. For a moment, it’s like a bundle of butterflies starts their crazy flight through Hasshi’s stomach.
It shouldn’t be like that. He should be casual and all normal around Kawai, smile and be a good friend. Be professional.
When he takes his place in the middle, right next to Kawai, once they start rehearsing their new single, he nods to himself. It’s okay like that. “Can we go through the dance steps of the song again?” Kawai asks.
Professional. Hasshi smiles. It almost doesn’t hurt. “Yes.”
Pairing: Hasshi/Goseki, Hasshi/Totsu, Hasshi/Ryoichi, Hasshi/Kawai
Rating: PG-13
Beta:
ivenclaireGenre: romance
Summary: Four drabbles featuring four Hasshi pairings.
Notes: I wonder if someone is interested in this? I had this lying around for a long while, and decided to finally post it ^^
Hasshi/Goseki
He has probably not said it often enough, Hasshi thinks, but he feels it clearly. He remembers it like it was just yesterday when he joined A.B.C, before they added a Z to the name. He was the Z after all. And it felt awkward and weird and a little scary to just be there all of a sudden. He was the unknown Z, the one who joined a group with members who knew each other for years already. He remembers how he was looking around a little during rehearsals, wondering if he could make it, catch up with them. His eyes met Goseki’s at one point. The latter looked at him for a while, then he smiled. It wasn’t a particularly shining smile, but it was honest and optimistic and warm and friendly.
Hasshi smiles when he approaches Goseki. He wraps his arms around him from behind, nuzzling his nose against his hair. Then he wraps a scarf around his neck, chuckling a little when Goseki looks at him in surprise.
Goseki touches the soft scarf for a moment. “What’s that for, Ryosuke?”
“Nothing.” Hasshi chuckles. “Just a present.” For you, Koichi, a sincere thank you.
Hasshi/Totsuka
It’s probably not a good idea, Totsuka thinks, when Hasshi pulls him along. He has wrapped his fingers around his wrist tightly, turning back to him here and there and nodding at him encouragingly. When the hell did it happen that Hasshi was the one reassuring him, tugging him along and not the other way around?
“It’s going to be okay.” Hasshi smiles and squeezes Totsuka’s hand one last time before he lets go. The flight instructor fixes his parachute. The next thing Totsuka knows is that Hasshi has jumped. He hears him squeal in panic and then laugh. “It’s awesome, Totsu, just jump! It’s going to be okay.”
Totuska wonders if that’s really true. But Hasshi’s voice, his reassuring smile and his demand jump just lingers in the whole airplane. So Totsuka does. Jumps. Squeals, cries, until he meets Hasshi in the air. The latter reaches out his hand. Jump, Totsuka thinks and grabs them tightly. Just jump.
Hasshi/Ryoichi
It’s nothing special, Ryoichi knows that, but he is lacking better ideas. He doesn’t know what else to do, so he just does what he can do best: Smile and make others smile. Hasshi’s eyes seem clouded recently. He seems to worry all the time, like he can’t see how wonderful he is, how beautiful. He doesn’t need to lose that much weight – he is beautiful the way he is. Not because he is looking good – of course he is pretty – but also because he is kind and warm-hearted and fun to be around. Ryoichi wishes for Hasshi to see that too in himself. For now however, he doesn’t find the right words to tell him. So he just does the usual:
“Hey, you wanna hang out and play some games?”
Hasshi smiles brightly when Ryoichi walks by him into his apartment. For a moment, he feels like the old Hasshi again. It’s going to be okay, Ryoichi thinks, he is going to make it okay again. “I would love to.”
Hasshi/Kawai
The first thing Hasshi thought after seeing Kawai – for the first time ever – was something along the lines of what a lanky guy and such long limbs. Later, he realises that nothing about Kawai is awkward. In fact, he is even crazily talented and fun and has his very own charm. He is a good friend too.
Something inside Hasshi’s stomach tugs a little when Kawai turns around, smiles at him and continues rehearsing his solo. For a moment, it’s like a bundle of butterflies starts their crazy flight through Hasshi’s stomach.
It shouldn’t be like that. He should be casual and all normal around Kawai, smile and be a good friend. Be professional.
When he takes his place in the middle, right next to Kawai, once they start rehearsing their new single, he nods to himself. It’s okay like that. “Can we go through the dance steps of the song again?” Kawai asks.
Professional. Hasshi smiles. It almost doesn’t hurt. “Yes.”
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Date: 2016-07-08 08:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-07-09 05:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-07-24 05:38 pm (UTC)He must have been really confused at the beginning in a new band. But the others care about him, I think :D
Thanks for sharing them, it's nice to read A.B.C.Z :D
<3
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Date: 2016-07-28 03:54 pm (UTC)Thanks so much for your lovely comment!!